The Smallest Thing

The smallest thing can set you back.

My dry-erase marker dried out.

I use it to write down and cross out my goals for the week.

I have other colors, but they symbolize other things.

Black is for getting shit done: my beloved x’s and check marks.

When blackie died, my motivation went with it.

It’s been 2 weeks.

2 weeks of drifting without stated goals.

Because of a pen.

(Or at least that’s what I tell myself.)

Yesterday, I went to the bookstore and bought a new one.

$1.29.

Just over a buck to buy out my excuses and get back to work.

We often let the smallest thing derail us, like a pebble on a train track.

With a quick errand, my checkmarks are back.

And the joy of a fully-inked marker.

Rejoice.

Blackeisha is in the house.